AM I

I was in the middle of nowhere, only the wind and the waves crashing into my heart were my friends. My head was turned down, like a sinner, like I was being punished for my behavior.
The gray clouds were chasing one another, moving, fast, full of a lovely speed. The only subject who wasn’t moving was me.
I stood there for days, my head still in the same position. Years passed, I couldn’t even perceive the difference between my tears and the rain.
I was consumed, lost, an intruder.
Till I was able to see the reflection of the moon through a wave, she was so beautiful, so light, so soft, so full of unknown feelings, so inviting.
She looked at me, we shared something I will never forget, something I will never understand
She touched me just for a second, in the smoothest way possible, while my darkest thoughts became to ease, I recognized what she meant to me and I suddenly remembered everything I had forgotten.
She kept running away, laughing, dancing, living at the fullest, loving everything she looked at.
She told me to keep following her until I was able to dance on my own, so I did. We danced for our whole life, we sang our deepest secrets, we shared our weirdest thoughts, we celebrated love, we lived differently and we never looked back.
Everything just for one second, again, again and again. I’m longing for you every second, again, again and again.